two of my really, really good friends started going out with each and i’m jealous.
i feel like i shouldnt because theyre adorable but the thing is at one point i have
had some sort of feelings for them except not really. its like i had a dream i kissed
one of them but i started to dislike her around october but i really dont because
she’s been my friend since freshman year and she really is a sweet person.
the other is pretty much a dyke (which i find hilarious because she’s on the softball
team and in my school the majority of the girls are lesbians) but she’s sooooo
cute. except i never realized and i always tell her i love her but in a whatever way
because i really dont, i just happen to think she’s gotten incredibly good looking.
don’t get me wrong though cause i’m super happy for them because they’re so cute
togther and its just soo adorable. it just upsets me that i don’t like anyone or have anyone.